周末继续在读努里耶夫的传记，慢悠悠的读下去，有一点点体会到BL和BG的区别，BL是追逐是模仿是内化对方的一部分成为自己，而BG则是默契是合二为一是共同成就，各具风味，都很好磕就是了！
我看书上说，阿什顿当初给努里耶夫和芳婷量身定做编了舞剧《玛格丽特与阿芒》，我跑去B站去搜，看到了有人贴了录像，还说这就是“阿什顿最负盛名的磕学产物”，哈哈哈哈哈，up主你说的对啊！
读这本书的独特快乐是可以一边看书一边去搜视频，无论是他和布鲁恩，还是芳婷，都有视频传世，啊，他和芳婷的天鹅湖真是好看啊！而且是一种非常舒服的好看
芳婷一开始认为“他比我小20岁，跳得又高又猛，像狮子一样，站在他旁边，谁会看我啊？！”努里耶夫一开始则认为“她是如此闪耀的明星，出场哪怕啥也不做就自带光芒，站在她旁边，谁会看我啊！？”
但是，随后，Talking later about her performance, Margot said beatifically, ‘I’ve found the perfect partner.’Rudolf felt the same: ‘We become one body. One soul. We moved in one way. It was very complementary, every arm movement, every head movement. There were no more cultural gaps; age difference; we’ve been absorbed in characterization. We became the part. And public was enthralled.’
评论说‘something quite special’ happened when they danced together, something they had not consciously worked to achieve. ‘It’s odd … yet there in the photos both heads will be tilted to exactly the same angle, both in perfect geometric relationship to each other.’9
我觉得特别对，看他们的视频，真的有一种很自然的几何美感！非常自然，但又非常几何，就还蛮神的。。。
至于他和布鲁恩，我觉得这俩，磕起来真的就是另一种风味，就是冰与火啊！早在苏联的时候，努里耶夫就凭借照片和东德来的同学拍摄的一段8mm无声录像，一遍遍的看布鲁恩，决心一定要找他学跳舞，叛逃到西方之后，想尽一切机会终于认识布鲁恩，彻底缠上去。。。这俩人，肯定是不合适在一起的，努里耶夫热情，直白，喜欢谁就贴着人家寸步不移，人家排练就呆在一边看，碍手碍脚被赶出去就贴在门口玻璃上看，索求无度，占有欲无穷但自己又非常不专一，喜欢成为焦点，而布鲁恩细心体贴，追求完美，尽力照顾在意的人，重视精神上的东西，同时也挑剔、谨慎，非常注意个人空间，不愿意惹人注意，他最得意的是可以在演出结束悄无声息的溜走，走过SD口，但没有人发现，甚至在街上好朋友擦肩而过都可以不被认出来（好像披上了《魔戒》里面的精灵斗篷嘛），看起来是挺好，但其实他在亲密关系里也很难弄，他是那种近了要逃，远了要怨的人
但是，他俩真的又互相很爱，俩人已经互相给出了自己能给的极限，分手之后虽然各自都有其他伴侣，但依然维持了终身的友谊
网上那位写了那么多超好看文章的大佬可是晕陶陶的磕了一年呢！我虽然才读到这俩人正好着的时候，滋味还没那么丰富，但也已经觉得，啊，好磕！
说起来努里耶夫写给布鲁恩的信，布鲁恩全烧掉了，但布鲁恩写给他的信很多都在。一般在外界看起来是努里耶夫紧紧贴着追着布鲁恩跑，但从信上来看，布鲁恩也是澎湃着汹涌的爱意啊！以及。。。那叫一个辗转反侧啊一天一个主意，一会要见一会不要见
比如说：We have nothing to hide from each other … Darling I love you, not only you as an ideal or an exciting idea but I love you for all you are and what you are … We have got something even more beautiful coming, and perhaps also something of great suffering ahead, but please darling let us share that and all to come together. Let us face it together, let us not be alone … I have found you, I hope you have found me too.
比如说：I hurt you on the phone like many times before. You ask to tell you OK to come, to be with me [but] I am looking for someone who would come anyway regardless. I wish this someone to be you and you only. When I give you “no reasons to come” that’s the time to come to help me and love me.
混在布鲁恩的信里，也有零星一些没有日期没有寄出去的努里耶夫的信，也非常火热，比如：I still hope that it exsist the way to be together and even to work. I need very much to see you, to feel, to look … You are the esense the focuse off all my world take my life if you want you so dear to me I don’t [know?] what to offer to you else……
就，啊啊啊，好久没有看到这么火热直白的情书了我感觉！
我觉得这位传记作者本人就是。。。磕学大师，而这本传记，就是磕学著作！